Pretty much good at everything: You are a Monk!
No, not a monk like those bald medieval guys. The Monk in D&D is a martial artist. They're smart, they're capable, they're spiritual, they're sneaky when they want to be, and they're damn dangerous in a fight.
What to say? You scored high on all four categories, which means that you're probably a well rounded and capable person. Either that or you're an overly smart and dangerous psychopath.
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
|You scored higher than 99% on Combativeness|
|You scored higher than 99% on Sneakiness|
|You scored higher than 99% on Intellect|
|You scored higher than 99% on Spirituality|
I am highly amused by the weather recently, eighty degrees one day snow the next. I'm not a fan of the constant wind, but I have hair that tangles real easy.
So what I did this week. Went to get new computer, did not get new computer because while in store realized I knew nothing about computers anymore. I also get the feeling that Vista is going to get an update before fall and I don't want to get one version and a week later a new version comes out.
Got new rabbit ears for telly, found out nothing wrong with old rabbit ears, just telly and broadcast stations now. Returned new rabbit ears.
Reserved HP, yay. Got niffy sticker thing, should of chose other one though, it was worded funnier.
Got volume five of Ultra Maniac, which finishes the series, it's a cute piece of fluff that I don't mind owning.
Got Nana volume 3 and Hot Gimmick volume 2 and 3 as well, I'm really enjoying Hot Gimmick and would of gone the crazy route and finished up the series at one time except that they didn't have volume 11, not that I would of read it all in one week.
Almost got Fushigi Yugi 9 and 10, I seem to be stuck at 7, maybe because I know how it ends and what happens in 8. I am determined to get all of them though, plus the store didn't have like three or four of the volumes so there was no crazy impluse there. At one point in the store I had 15 or 16 books I was going to get and then I practicly had to slap myself before I started putting things back, and reminding myself that payday comes every two weeks not just when theres money in the bank, it's in the bank for a reason.
All of that was just Monday. The rest of the week was pretty standard.
I did start watching Dark Shadows one of the dvds from the library, turns out it's a soap opera from the late 60's early 70's. 40 episodes are in one set and the library has 5 sets. I'm a soap addict, for everyones sake I won't even go into my Kevin/Collen theory right now. By episode 2 I was hooked I'm worried I'll have to go buy it myself, series can become expensive especially later on when the seller realizes that they can make money off of it.
Then there's Wednesday and Thursday which brings us to here. Technically it is Saturday but I haven't been to bed yet so I'm still in the same day I was when I woke up.
So J has been living in a hotel with his girlfriend this week and needed today to go look for a place to live and asked yesterday if I could cover his shift, I thought a few hours decided I could do it and wanted the hours and said yes. About thirty minutes after I arrive today, the absent boss calls from his vaca. Turns out the other store needs someone to go over there again, for the fifth time this week. I don't know what the hell happened to their schedule and people but they need to figure out how to handle their own problems without having to call someone who has no obligation or responsiblity to cover their ass to solve their problem. So when the absent boss finds out that the all day person didn't come in he decides that he's going to take out his fustration on people who have absolutly nothing to do with it. First let me make this clearer
J was scheduled 12-7
R was scheduled 11-5
Myself was scheduled 4-close
A was scheduled 5- close and
E was scheduled 7-3
now cross J off and I take over that 12 clock in so now I'm 12-close, this is not an issue I've done this before many times, so much so I started to lose it around the seventh hour if not before. But at this point the only thing lost is an extra person for 3 hours, not that hugh a deal considering that J would of left early anyways after a grand round of nothing doing since around 2:30.
Now absent boss knows that my ride had to be in the same area at 3 today so he felt confident to send R to another place at 3 and have me clock in early, wasn't that sweet of him to consider me? So in absent boss mind it now reads
when it actually was
Notice the problem? Well this is not a problem that we created, one more time to demosrate how this wasn't a problem before absent boss created one.
See short one person who doesn't do anything anyways, not a problem, even busy not a problem it's eventually close and anything not done before gets done after. So with other store and absent boss there was now a problem. So he goes off on E who is somewhat incharge, but who had absolutly no knowledge of J taking the day off and no responsiblity to do anything about it as it was not a problem until absent boss made it one. It was painful to watch one side of the phone conversation and know that I've had that conversation before, to know the tone of voice and the sense of blame that is being layed on you for nothing that you did or could of done or prevented. It makes you feel like slamming down the phone and walking out the door without ever looking back. And it stays with you for a very long time unlike absent boss who forgets things that aren't flattering to him after a week.
All said and done it ended up like this.
R 11-3 then other store
Myself 12- close
So E and myself had a good long conversation about the sitution currently at work and where we both stand, and shared our own sides of events that we've seen and been apart of without the other around, and got the full stories out of comparing notes. Also found out somthing rather shocking. It seems J has a direct line to absent boss that no one else has, and it seems J has said that I myself do not work, do not contribute, that my presence has no signifigance on the amount of productivity of the store. Well I elaborated the point, He said I don't work! His lazy slack ass, I'll be right back, in you know ten to an hour, talk on the phone, go chain smoke in front of the store, hit on the customers, I'm going to do that, I was going to do that, oh, I meant to do that, get's more calls on the store phone than the store does, makes long distance calls on the store phone, sleeps in absent boss's chair, sleeps in dining room in front of customers, constantly using the n word for everyone friend or foe(I'm white and unless it's someone I really like and I know they like me and I know that their vocabulary for whatever reason is limited, I don't want to be called that, it's been a word I've been taught and belive to be hateful and ignorant and I really can't even stand to hear it at all.), smokes pot behind the store, sells pot in front of the store, eats whenever he feels like, locks self in bathroom for half hours at a time, hey can I get a raise. Said I don't work!
I feel no more need to be even casually polite to him. That's the thing about this store, you better mean what you say, or say it to no one because it's eventually going to get around to everyone, no matter who you said it to. And I've been sharing this information with everyone today, this comes from a conversation between him and absent boss if not already stated. It's just shocking to me that this came out of his lips, and more shocking that absent boss just took it for face value.
It only occurs to me now that he could of said it because I wouldn't have sex with him and he knows that I'm never having sex with him. And yes he is the type of person to do that.
I'm trying to not let it get to me too much, it's just very new still, still so new that I'm thinking just let him or absent boss say the wrong thing to me, it's allllllllllll coming out. So much more that it'll just hurt your head to know.
well this has been a nice long entry, sorry to friends pages for being lazy and not doing a cut or a spell check.
Sleep time now.
I'm thinking of sabotaging the whore. I can do it too, I was going to and then computer decided that browser had committed illegal actions and there was no copy. boo hiss. after finally got back energy kind of ran out, maybe later. could be an event, never know.
realizing I don't have a lot of slow mellow songs on computer. things for calm and sleep moods. mostly thrash and dance, closet dancer.
huzzah, NI finally voted, now if rev paisley would jump on the bandwagon. can't control others actions like this, on the other hand if he doesn't this just means it'll be a step closer to the goal and maybe that's what the SF is really working for. It'd be a pity for all the others who were elected though and just want to make the place better for all. Saw one of the U said that blair wouldn't do it, I believe he's in a mood right now that he'd do anything he felt like doing and just try to stop him. It would serve them right anyways if they don't want to get along.
I know most of this is broken and rambling, it's meant to, if you can figure it out good for you, if you can't you can always ask but you might not get an answer, or worse you could get one you didn't want.
Must finish fushigi yugi, still haven't got past eight, still haven't read seven. Once finish there will move on to Nana and Ultra Maniac. Will not start Naruto until finish unless come into great sum of money. And to add a sad footnote, still have to finish BSSM, I just have no clue how TP chopped it up into R,S,SuS,and SStars, or why.
have added tons to avatar folder will eventually look through it and decide to add more.
and she's leaving.
This week two of my co-workers are leaving, the state. Hopefully for good. They just haven't been helpful, as people I'm sure they're alright. Deceptive and cutting every corner they can, but you know, good people at heart.
Anyways, I found out today that the female was working at mcd's before coming to work where I am. So how come an unhealthy fast food place pays 6-7 hundred dollars more a month than what I'm making? I have severly underestimated the power of the deep fryer, and come to find out she was just the prep person making deserts and salads, with a regular schedule and fourty hours a week. I feel used. I have to get out of there.
Still left with a problem employee though, this one just hired and he hasn't gotten the message that he is not wanted. He lives in his own reality, created by all the drugs he's taken thoughout the years. Pot I don't have a problem with as long as you don't come to work high as the clouds or get that way while at work, that only means you're not going to pull your share while getting paid. But he is apparently on cocaine as well, this makes me feel very safe. I mean can't they just go insane out of nowhere or die where they're standing? Of all the drugs to use regularly and he chooses this one. I just don't want to be near anyone like that, let alone work with. I knew I didn't like him from day one, it just took two weeks to find out why.
well it's been awhile since I went icon hunting, so off I go.
I found Mel's journal, which is really freaky, or it could be someone else's, either way still freaky, and on it were the link to the democrat one, of course, and I found the other's myself cause it's been forever since I've done these.
|Your Brain's Pattern|
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
I was going to pick another one, then I saw the sparkley ;p
|Your Wrath Quotient: 65%|
Everyone around you pretty much fears your wrath... which is probably what you want.
But just remember, there's a very thin line between fear and hate!
|The Keys to Your Heart|
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
kind of right
|You Are 58% Borderline|
You have some symptoms of borderline personality disorder.
If you feel like you're more than a little dramatic, you may want to investigate further.
|You Are 80% Bipolar|
You're more than moody - you're a bit unstable.
If your mood swings are effecting your life, you may need to seek help.
well, if an internet quiz says so...
|Your Linguistic Profile:|
|60% General American English|
|0% Upper Midwestern|
Alright, somthing ain't right here if yankee 20 and dixie 15, maybe it's the 60 general, or cause i'm not old.
|You Are 68% Open Minded|
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
Right about now is when it whould be good if I knew how to cut
|Your Five Factor Personality Profile|
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
|You are 87% Taurus|
Have I done this one before?
Anyways all for now, I think I have some of it out of my system.
|You Are 28% Republican|
You're a bit Republican, and probably more conservative than you realize.
If you're still voting Democrat, maybe it's time that you stop.
|You Are 28% Democrat|
You're a bit Democrat, and probably more liberal than you realize.
If you're still voting Republican, maybe it's time that you stop.
so that's 56%, where's the other 44%?
oh I know, it's riding the line and saying "I understand where you're coming from"
Found out a string of things that I had no clue about before. All of this happened very rapidly and in no particular order, and it has me feeling uneasy. Paranoid, whatever.
I was finally able to log in without any problems that last few times it said I wasn't using the right password, excuse me for not feeling the need to share and it goes out of my head, when it really didn't and I think something happened to their system and not my memory.
We were suppose to have the ICE STORM OF THE YEAR, today, yes I realize it's only the first of february, I don't think they do. So what did it do? As far as I saw, snow, some sleet later, then rain/freezing rain, rain and the only issue right now is how cold will the ground get? will the water freeze or remain water? We still closed early and I lost four hours of my shift. To be completely honest, I don't care one bit. I don't care about the weather, which after that 20%/2ft. blunder a few years back I still feel I have every right not to believe the weather people.
But I truly don't care, I don't care about work, I don't care about food, or exercise which I need to be doing, I don't care about guys or people in general. My friends yes, everyone else no.
I think I'm becoming bi-polar, one minute I'm high, the next low, I'm not to the extremes of it which is the only thing that stops me from truly believing it. But my emotions take a ride during the day, I can be doing nothing, or very little and the moment something takes my attention I become cross. Don't ask me to move or exert myself in any way because you've already upset me. It's horrible.
I just want to get out. Get out of this job, this town, this life.
I'm not a suicidal person, but if I were to die tomorrow, I'd be fine with it. That's just the sort of mood I'm in. Were I just see nothing for me in the future, no way out, no way forward, just stuck. It sucks.
And now I've made myself depressed, good going self.
And because it's cold outside and the house doesn't retain heat well we have the heat going until the last one goes to bed and when you get under the covers you sweat and by 5am you're freezing. yay.
hopefully losing weight, will check in the morning, when I also get paid, yay, so little money for me, I want a blank book, but that's ridiculous since I already have like five blank books, not big ones, but it's not likely I'll fill them, but I want a big one that looks like it belongs on a shelf in a study or something and it'll be blank forever, because I'll sit and look at it and know I should write something in it and the moment I get an idea I get summoned to do something else and when I finally get back to it I have no idea what I was thinking about putting in it before.
I'm going to post now before my connection decides it's going to fail me, after all I think this is enough for someone who hasn't posted anything of importance for quite sometime.
Just to prove it: What the hell are these tag things? And no I don't actually care.
- Music:hot air
I've found out that my father doesn't pray. In fact he sees God as some distant safety net to call on only if every other option has failed and the ground is an inch away, maybe not even then.
This isn't even conceivable to me. I may not be strict in my prayer but I don't keep God away, I encourage all things spiritual to be as near to me as possible. As often as possible
Ever since I've found this out, it seems that I have very little patience for him and the things he does that get under my skin, and have gone long periods of time not speaking to him. For those that don't know me, this is a big thing.
I love my father, but right now I'm wondering why I have such a need to be as near to God as possible while my father probably goes whole months with out thinking of one thing spirit related.
Didn't feel like waiting for my connection to take me all the way to dj to get this out.
So again my boss decides to go on vacation without hiring a manager, or doing the sensible thing and promoting me. At this point realize that besides him, I am the oldest person who works there. (24 in less than a month) So everyone gets their assignments for the week, what to keep clean or make sure is clean by sunday. Everyone is told who is in charge of what, i.e. Andrew is suppose to do bread and keep the food full during lunch. Second day, problem, like no one saw it coming. Andrew doing what he's suppose to be doing, five other people around, one customer, they want Drew to get it, he doesn't, they get mad, he gets mad, entire thing snowballs and explodes yesterday. The funny thing is the side people think it's all funny and don't really see a problem, just some people and their drama going too far for no reason. And at the end of the day, after talking to everybody who was there yesterday I see that it is centered around three people, all who think they do more work than anybody, and that the other two are lazy. And of course they are always in the right, even when they're doing the very thing they complained about the other person doing, hell they might even be complaining while doing it.
So everything ran semi-smoothly today, well I was there. (I see sometimes where it looks like I think really highly of myself, and I do, but there were no storming outs today, everything got done when it was suppose to get done, one minor conflict, and I got out at an extremely early time considering I wasn't even trying.) For over 11 hours I was there, but they only have to make it through tomorrow, then it's Saturday, and Saturday should be easy considering we're closed on Sunday. So I've survived day five in my seven day stretch, the nearest to my breaking point was yesterday, hopefully it's all behind us. But what the hell am I saying, the age range is 17-22, there is always drama.
I might get back to the library after Easter, I'm suffering from book withdrawal.